MOUTH ALMIGHTIES/ A TRUE STORY LIVED A LIE

ONCE I HAD A TONGUE..WHAT BITES THE SURROUNDING WIND..WHERE..MY FORCE HAD NO CARE
FOR WHO LIVED HERE...SO I RIPPED THE ROOFS OFF OF CLOSED VILLAGES..I BROKE THE TOWN HOUSE CHURCHES...I WORE A ATTITUDE..BLAMED ALL WHO SPOKE OUT OF TUNE...I FELT SO STUPID...ACTED OUT LIKE A CRIMINAL...STOLE CANDY RIGHT OUTTA HANDS OF CHILDREN...
DARED THEM TO TELL ON ME..IF U SHOWED YOURSELF LIKE A COLLEGE GRAD..WITH ALL THESE CREDIENTIALS..LIVING LIKE U WAS BETTER THEN ME...I CHEWED U UP AND SPIT YOU OUT LIKE BUBBLE GUM BAZOOKA...WAS NO THANG TO BEAT UP ON LIFE AND THEIR GOALS...IWAS JUST A LIFE..YOU HAD TO TAKE HEED FROM...WHEN I WANTED MY POCKETS FULL..THEIR WAS NO PROBLEM..GETTING WHAT I WANTED...SO I KEPT THIS GOING...RAN THE WAVES OF MOVEMENT..
STARTED FIGHTING LIFE..ASK..WHAT'S THE PROBLEM..BECAME THE CHALLENGE..WHAT GOD CHOSE AS MY TRIALS..THE TEST OF KNOWLEDGE..LEAVING ME WITH NO SENSE AT ALL..NOT JUST BY BRAINS ..BUT BY MONEY AS WELL..I HAD NO FRIENDS...NO SCHOOLS WOULD WANT ME...NO MAN OR WOMAN AROUND MY PARENTS WOULD TOLERATE THEIR CHILDREN AROUND ME...SO I JUST GAVE UP..STARTED SELLING...DRUGS...GUNS...ANYTHING I KNEW THAT WOULD MAKE ME STAND OUT AS "BIG MAN"...WELL IN THE LONGRUN..MONEY WAS LOSING...I DIPPED AND DABBED LIKE A GREEDY HOG...THIS KEPTED UP FOR A BIT..UNTIL MY LIFE ENDED..THAT'S RIGHT ..I'M DEAD
THEY KILLED MY DREAMS I NEVER HAD...MY MOUTH TALKED A GOOD GAME..BUT IN THE LONG RUN..I PAID THE PRICE FOR NOT LISTENING..BY RUNNING MY OWN MOUTH..BY HEARING NO WARNINGS..BY BEING SELFISH...FOR NEVER LEARNING...I'M HEAR TO WARN U...IF U DON'T STOP TALKING WHAT U THINK IS PROFIT...THEN KEEP ON PLAYIN DA MINDS OF..THE LIVING CONTROLLING..TELLING YOU IT'S OK 2 TAKE ADVANTAGE...A LIFE WITH YOUR SENSE OF TIME..IT'S UP..GET YOUR SOUL RIGHT WITH JESUS..LISTEN 2 THAT MEEK VOICE..I AM THE WAY..THE TRUTH AND DA LIGHT OF DAY..YOUR EVENING..YOUR SLUMBER..YOUR PEACE OF MIND..
IN SILENCE....CREATE

MERCY COMES IN DA MORNING

I'M THE ROOT WHICH PLANTS THE SEEDS OF FORTUNE...WHERE LAND GROWS A WOMAN..A MAN ...A WORLD WHICH BUILT ATONEMENT..WHAT GAIN A WISE VICTIM...SEARCHING FOR
LIFE WITH JESUS...WHOM I GOT TO KNOW WELL...WHO BLESS ME WITH LEVEL OF BIBLE
THEORIES...READ THE BEGINNING IN GENESIS...WHILE MY JOURNEY HELPS TO TEACH
HUMANITY..WHERE I SEE MY LIFE GOING IN2 TRIALS..THE TRIBS WHICH KEEPS ME AWARE
LETTING ME STAND AS MY PAIN WHO WHIPS THE EVILS FROM ONCE A CLEAN HABITATE FOR
EXISTENCE...TO ALL AND EVERYBODY WHO LIVES AS WORLDS COLLIDE..BECOMES GOD'S
SMILE ..WHAT WEARS HIS IMAGE...NEEDS TO TAKE TIME OUT EVERY DAY..SPEAK GOD..SEEK
GOD..THINK GOD...DRINK GOOD...EAT GOOD...SPIRITUALLY..WHEN THIS IS APPLIED..THE
HEAVENS WILL OPEN..DELIEVER THE DREAMS..YOU AS HIS SEED..COLLECTS THE LIST OF WANT..
MAKES IT HAPPEN IN HIS WAY..FOR YOU LIVE A PILGRIM..YOU ESCAPE THE BATTLES AT BUNGER
HILL..THE CIVIL WARS OF SATAN..THE ANIMALS..WHO LIVED LIKE LAMBS...LEAVES..BECAME
THE UNGODLY GAS..WHICH FLOWED ALTHROUGH OUR WORLD TO DESTROY OUR CIVILIZATION..TO RUN AND ATTACK THE CHRISTIANS THAT LIVES LIKE GOD..HATED HUMAITY...NOW THAT I SEE
WHERE BIBLE KNOWLEDGE RAISE ME AS A PIONEER OF GOOD FORTUNE AND FREE SPIRIT..LOOK BEYOND MY FUTURE..WHERE U PROTECT ALL THE LIVING..EVERY SINGLE CHRISTLIKE PERSON..
THE GUIDING LIGHT OF OUR UNIVERSE..PRAISE GOD..THANK HIM...FOR I KNOW NOT WHAT'S EXPECTED...BUT I WAIT UNTIL HE COMES...CHANGE MY SOUL...MAKES ME WHOLE..IN DA MORNING..WHERE I CRIED FOR MERCY..SAVE MY HEART..KEEP ME HIS FOREVER...PEACE..CREATE

A TALK WITH GOD

HELLO GOD...HOW ARE YOU TODAY..I COME TO YOU AS A CHILD ...WITH A YOUNG MIND..LIKE A MISSING PAGE WITH NO EXPLANATION OF SPACE...THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING..I WANT TO START BY SAYING..I APOLOGIZE FOR...NOT GOING TO CHURCH ON THE BASIS OF MISSING MYSELF...CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR...IT ALL STARTED BY WAKING UP WITH LOVE ON MY MIND...WITH NO ARMS TO COMFORT ME...ALONE ALL THE TIME..COMING HOME SAD..HAVE NO REASON NOT 2 BE..KNOWING I'M TRULY BLESSED WITH YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT..IT'S JUST WHEN I MEET SOMEONE NEW..IT'S A SUDDEN HALT..WORDS WHICH GET IN DA WAY OF TRUE FRIENDSHIPS...NOW I KNOW WHAT IS CAPABLE OF STRUCTURE..QWHERE I HOLD MYSELF TOGETHER..WHERE..MY HEART KEEPS TELLING ME ..IT'S GONNA BE OK IN THE MORNING..BUT...THEIRS SOMETHING WRONG...PLEASE GIVE ME THE KNOWLEDGE TO BECOME THE DISTANCE SHORES WHICH KEEPS ME LONGING FOR A PERSON..A FACE I SEE AS MUCH AS MY COMPUTER...WITH EYES SO SWEET..WITH ARMS SO HEALTHY..WITH LIPS SO FAR..I CAN'T B DA KISS I LONG FOR....THE GIRL..WHO ONCE WAS..GREAT INTENTIONS..BUT..HAS SHOWN THERE'S NOTHING ELSE SEEN...PRAY THAT I GAIN WISDOM BACK..AS DEEP AS MY INNER THOUGHTS WHICH GUIDES ME TO YOUR HEART..I WANNA BE YOUR CHILDLIKE CREATION...WHAT SOUL BEGAN FROM MY BIRTH...I NEED U BADLY..I'M FALLING APART..HELP ME PLEASE..I LOST EVERYTHING ELSE...BE MY GUIDE TO PARIDISE..THE LOVE FOR MY LORD..JESUS CHRIST..I'M YOUR FRIEND.
IN THE NAME OF CHRIST..MY LORD...BRING ME BAC AS EMPLOYMENT...I NEED A LIFE..IT LEFT ME..I WANT IT BAC PLEASE..FORGIVE MY ACTIONS..AMEN

Souls Uncertain/ testimony / PT I

for the past months now...i had to be tested among life living in a world without concern for pray or christianity...so ...what do u do ...while your soul wanna be challenged...go along the path of sin..feeling so uncomfortable...so dirty one moment...clean da next...well it's been a hard struggle...the case...a man...loving
caring..gentle as a lamb...in a garden...where life's temptations bath and clothed me
kept me feeling da effects of his body..mind and lustful ways...heading down the road to living right...giving myself to God..my precious life and adversory..where i dare not go wrong..i cry so much ...think my maker looks at my every hour...minute..second...he sees him in my head..wearing his bed...sleeping with..keeping him...caressing his charm...biting his flesh..as i think of sex..where
he's deep ..vocal lyricist...poems..drains my heart...i'm in love...god please help me..i had to escape..i saw where my soul was going..down...in the lion's den like Daniel..being fed 2 da lions...every breathe that sees his vapor..i come apart..my eyes drips wet..leaks all day..can't control my vanity..God Please forgive me...it's lust..for a man...i have no control of my aura..perception of him..like a magnet..our connection behind distance...through still waters...he still draws his
body..current..electrical force..takes me..where i want this man uncontrollably..
but all the time...while in 2 this wonderful...articulate seed..his spiritual aspects heeds da moment..writes what he more lest wants to do..to his flesh..his lust...his worldly possession..woman...for this...i had 2 make a decision..dissemble my heart...go in another direction..the moral to my life's dilemmas...messing with
my success in love for writing..EYES...are da windows 2 da soul...beauiful ..shining
so brightly..black...gorgious...staring at me...GOD..PLEASE...help me...i love him...the outcome...he doesn't..the choice has been made...i'll b alright..your my answer to pain becoming my end..begin again..DO WITHOUT..HE'S DOING IT..WITHOUT ME amen..Sheila T Jordan....Create.

HELP ME LORD

I STRIVE TO BE DA BEST..I CAN BE... WHERE GOD HAS HIS HANDS ON ME. WHERE PATIENCE AND KINDNESS FULFILL SOFT SPEECH...STAY CALM COOL AND BELIEVE....ALI...THE HOLY MASONIC TEMPLE...THE.KORAH'S BIBLE. WHAT CONTROLS ME...ALL THROUGH MY LIFE.THE BIRTH OF CREATION...WHAT WAS PLACED AS ME..MOM AND DAD'S SEED I ...KEEP ME YOU CHILD...LORD... HELP ME. REMAIN..STEADFAST... TO YOUR LOVE...WHERE U LIVE IN MY HEART. CREATE

job 5:2

Surely...resentment destroys the fool....and jealousy kills the simple..(JOB 5:2) THESE WORDS ARE TO LIVE BY...I'VE FOUND THIS TO BE MY PROBLEM SO..IN THAT NOTE...I WILL BLOG A POEM why should i hide from shade... which comes with flesh and blood...where i travel through all walks of life...taughted...i fall like a grain of sand...what clings to my body...wanna escape what reigns are me..for once feel free...live happy...be loved by someone who means me well. tired of being thrown 2 da side...when i have given all my life...my tears...my isolation...my walk with GOD...i know ...that when i decide...it will be ...heaven...not hell...fools who been a part of my destiny...trials become da test of fate...showed...a side of me fake...i felt i had to live in society' circle....hang with people who displays no sense of purpose...a careless jesture on my part..the lonesome dove...is now all alone in a world BUT... cares 4 what u have to give from da heart...with God..all things are possible....this 2 shall pass.. Peace.....Create

phase pretenses

i am your child..when life draws a picture perfect image...wherei become the fate of my life's judgements...to view character..to analize my conscience...where society faults me as sin. talks against what is CHRIST.lives da 2 ..where as...this is impossible ..no man or women finds fault in what they become....under phase pretense...i choose life...as it's final outcome...God...your the hour of time..waiting 2 b recognized..da father..da spirit in me...to rectify....birth..in his image. "I dare not play with THE LORD'S RULES to live by...he's carries me through etenity.... that's forever...believe..my people...POMENTRY'S CREATE

angels and doves

Come...ol' mighty creation...fly ..like da pharisees...bold and beautiful...through trees and nature's goodness..you guard our existence...smile with your wings...where movements lifts me..where you glide by authority...in groups ..the storm gravitates...where angels and doves mate...kiss the skies with violins and harps...the sound of heaven...opens..invites love for your forgiveness...where i except...my body wears da guardians of true love and happiness...da messengers..for GOD...finds rainbows..where i blend colorically...what finds da spirit in me whole....Create..S Jordan

God's grace and mercy

Oh heavenly king..i bow before you and grant thankful mercy...i am your child..you gifted me with love...kind words to thee..be blessed..even though all that has sin..be the example of forgiveness leads me through my days...believe...your the alpha...omega of time..i will keep commandments...pray for our society...leave no man..women out of context..be the peace and da truth ...when life tells me otherwise...i'll live to protect...aim at respectful outcome...remain your direction..when da course leads us to outkast...where paths makes it way to distructive critcism...you are da way..da truth and da light of days foretold...i thank you Lord...for guidance..create..S.Jordan

Chances

While on my way to captivity..a sudden urge comes over me..to grab da chance to feel free..so i disguised myself...worn a white sheet...with thorns on my feet....above me..was a face with long hair...which covered my image...so that no one would know who iam...i walked the streets with coral and beans...the color of black...red and green..to represent...a liberated person...although once...my hands and throat...gave me away...an observer spoke...in a crowd of on lookers...they seem so strange at first..until...my dress apparell showed me..i was like them...they never made comments...they never discredited my affliation...they just saw...a man with shoes..made out of thorns...wearing white..long sheet..with long hair...but no friends...so by being curious as i am...i asked da Question...are you someone other than man himself...i replied...the earth talks to the son...the moon and the stars...where i come from...i am what you see...two ways 2 become many colors...where life lost it's majority of people...with no variety to cast a shadow of quantity...leaves me..the clothes..witness my sanity...my guilt...my lonliness...wanting 2 b left without your closure....where da mind equals...more than one being...where God..plants it's seed...grows in population...millions will know...when i'll be da answer to...one more chance..saving others from witnessing themselves held in bondage...forsaken love..honor...where conscience forgets..2b as one...forming a line of generations...burned from da stake...i am tired...have takin long walks...warned my people....but they have no sound..but wanna be heard..now it's my turn...i shall wear my ways on their shoulders...signal da outcries of slaughter...help bring order..on my journey to..colors...what has been mention...help my country...my land...my world...the whole universe...rise up and be counted...correct this system of hatred and injustice for africans americans...follow your heart....believe..when your soul finds a friend...mating season comes home...where paridise lost it's way..where we rest assure...living had it's chance...made it's decision....am i GOD..U DECIDE...peace